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The last thing I want to be is 'just friends' because I don't wanna look into your eyes everyday and see miracle I can't have.

YOU'RE MY TEQUILA ROSE

 

3yrs ago God sent me an angel but for a short span of time He took it away from me because that angel belongs to someone else. And I'm so sick of jumping through hoops to keep my Tequila Rose in a bubble. That moment, letting her go was the hardest thing I have ever done. All I'm dreaming of is that someday, we're gonna drop that little boat of hers in the water and disappear forever. But sometimes God doesn't give you what you want, not because you don't deserve it, but because you deserve better. It kills me because we can't be together. Nevertheless, I am happy because I know those feelings were REAL.

'I wanted to be the one who would be there when you needed someone to talk to. I wanted to be the one who will comfort your soul when the world is too much to handle. I wanted to be strong for you when everything else seems impossible. I wanted to love you freely. I wanted you to be mine someday, never realizing that I was destroying the both of us. I was so selfish. I'm sorry.'

  

Things have changed after that night had gone horribly wrong. It was a nightmare for both of us which left me wishing I could rewind the time and have it back how it used to be. My heart shattered into pieces. Words were left unsaid and it ruined everything. Gossips made our story so complicated. I lost myself for a quite while but I tried to find my way back. The rain reminds me of the tears you shed but I had no idea how to make the tears stop even for just a day. Sorry is the best word I could give. I failed you. I never meant to ruin the friendship that meant the world to me. I learned from this experience. I'm sorry my Tequila Rose.

I am so thankful that finally one of my dreams came true, after so long we're finally good. Back to square one. I won't let get it destroyed again. I promise. All the things that I told you about how I felt were true. 'Salbahe ako pero hindi ako sinungaling =))' Even the FS thing, my deepest secret was finally revealed. It's been 3yrs already. 3 long years. And the f... *to be continued. =D

You'll always be my Tequila Rose. 

I missed you.

INCUBUS LIVE IN MANILA - IF NOT NOW, WHEN?

From left: Ben Kenney, Jose Pasillas, Brandon Boyd, DJ Chris Kilmore, Mike Einziger

If you haven't seen Incubus, and have a chance to catch a show on their World Tour 2011, then rush out and get tickets NOW! You won't be disappointed!

Incubus is my favorite band in the whole entire universe. They have been my favorite band for almost 15 years. I have only seen them live one time so far (I canceled my ticket last last Incubus concert in Manila due to the place because it was at Fort Bonifacio open field. I hate watching at the open field except if you're at the backstage), and it was the best concert I have ever been to. I will always be an Incubus supporter. I love them so much!

This was taken last Incubus Manila concert at Araneta Coliseum March 9, 2008. Before the lights even dimmed for the opening band I was starting to shake! The boys of Incubus were welcomed by thousands of screaming fans, with an equal number of boys and girls going crazy for them including me. Anne Curtis and Sam Milby was also there. Haha We were singing along for the entire 1hr 45min show. Araneta Coliseum was so loud! And wishing not to end the night. I just love them.

TO ALL THE FANS: LET'S ROCK ARANETA COLISEUM FOR THE 2ND TIME!

Check this out for INCUBUS History: http://www.incubus-online-view.com/iframe/bio/history-part1.php

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